Hebrews 12:14
A lost friendship has been weighing heavily on my mind for a few weeks. I think it's my way of preparing to see her this week for the first time in about a year. This friend was considered my bestie for the last 12 years. Notwithstanding my dearest two friends who have moved away and dealt with life. Jamie was there. I met Jamie in college and immediately hated her... she rubbed me the wrong way. The next semester we had another class together and a mutual friend. We became closer. I attended her wedding, was there to celebrate the birth of her son. She celebrated my wedding, the birth of my daughter. I held her and listened to her in her anger and hurt when her husband of 9 years announced two months after the broth of their sweet daughter that he wanted a divorce. I plotted his demise along with her. I rejoiced with her when she found a new man to provide for her. Was he matron of honor and toasted her and her new husband. It was that fateful night that I also was m...